empty

i don't like to wait
but i let my families waited me again and again
they always fetch me after practices and sometimes they need to wait for around 45 minutes
they also want to fetch me today after I worked, waited around 15 minutes again
they would like to wait me for more and more

i worked over 11 hours
faint when i know tomorrow maybe have practice which start at 730pm
i will insist to attend practice coz i know i need it

i always mention families are the most important for me
but i never spend lots with them

cute mummy always say she is tired *cute cute*
daddy always think of me first *headache*

i am worrying my lovely daddy

my heart and brain are empty because i can't read myself
at this point of time