她对我说
男1对我超好 但他对我的好 让我觉得很困扰
男2对我不好 但我却能一次又一次地原谅及包容 他对我的不好
我回说
人就是要这么地犯贱吗？
这句话 很狠 但对她 应该的
她继续说
男1对我超体贴 给到我安全感 但我只会和他保持朋友的关系
男2对我忽冷忽热 但和他在一起的感觉 是我要的 他会这样做 或许有着他的原因
我回说
男1喜欢你 你喜欢男2
这时我中骂 “你可不可以不要那么理智地回答感情问题”
我说 关键不在理智或感性 而是你不肯接受事实
她问
我有吗 我在逃避什么
我答
你不肯面对自己 毫无保留地接受男1对你的好
你不肯接受自己 已经爱上男2
她问
为什么我不肯接受这些
我答
因为理智上告诉你 你应该喜欢的是男1不是男2 因为男1对你比男2好
但直觉告诉你 你想和男2在一起 而不是男1
说了一堆有的没的 我笑了 总结了一句
你听不出我在仙家吗 我又不是你 我哪知道 哈
你知道吗 我比任何人 都更希望你能幸福
人生中不只是有爱情这一块 但它却是最让人着迷 也最让人抓不透
希望男2感受到你对他的好
如果他感受不到 便角色对调一下 那时的你 就是男1
你希望男1知难而退 还是 坚持不懈
但我知道 你的心中 已经确定 你和男1只是朋友关系
同样的 如果男2给你那样的回应 或许他也只想和你保持朋友关系 或许
不要为你爱的人找借口来伤害自己 乖
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
感激不尽
扑通扑通扑通扑通 我很确定 那是害怕的声音
镶在空中的架子突然倒下 很庆幸当时的我不在桌前 否则
或许医院见 或许不再见
今天心血来潮地到爸店 和妈一起回家
正因为 心血来潮 本应在桌前的我 不在那
假设真的坐在桌前 我一定被掉落的东西砸地 不堪设想
再加上家里没人 被发现时 还会再见吗
现在坐在桌前 心 扑通扑通
如果真的不再见 遗憾的 是没见到我最爱的 爸爸 妈妈 哥哥 姐姐
脑海里 不断地 一直地 浮现 我与家人接触的画面
而让我最遗憾的 莫过于 我还没尽女儿的责任 孝顺 照顾他们
我 真 的 很 害 怕
奉劝各位 请珍惜身边的人 包括我
人生的确变化无常
我会好好照顾自己 但
不好意头地说句 如果我不在了 可以难过 但我喜欢你们开心
为什么今天我会坚持出们
感觉 冥冥中 就注定了
你们的反应 让我觉得 我想多了 或许吧
原来 害怕中带有平静 是这样的
呼呼 没事了
镶在空中的架子突然倒下 很庆幸当时的我不在桌前 否则
或许医院见 或许不再见
今天心血来潮地到爸店 和妈一起回家
正因为 心血来潮 本应在桌前的我 不在那
假设真的坐在桌前 我一定被掉落的东西砸地 不堪设想
再加上家里没人 被发现时 还会再见吗
现在坐在桌前 心 扑通扑通
如果真的不再见 遗憾的 是没见到我最爱的 爸爸 妈妈 哥哥 姐姐
脑海里 不断地 一直地 浮现 我与家人接触的画面
而让我最遗憾的 莫过于 我还没尽女儿的责任 孝顺 照顾他们
我 真 的 很 害 怕
奉劝各位 请珍惜身边的人 包括我
人生的确变化无常
我会好好照顾自己 但
不好意头地说句 如果我不在了 可以难过 但我喜欢你们开心
为什么今天我会坚持出们
感觉 冥冥中 就注定了
你们的反应 让我觉得 我想多了 或许吧
原来 害怕中带有平静 是这样的
呼呼 没事了
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Share
[Just a share. "Sorry" is a golden word and please don't create the situation which you need to say this word. "Sorry" is just a word. It is useless and can't make things change.]
"You're not sorry - Taylor Swift"
All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long baby but I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around
You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before
But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade
So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You're not sorry no no no noo
You're not sorry no no no noo
"You're not sorry - Taylor Swift"
All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long baby but I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around
You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before
But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade
So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You're not sorry no no no noo
You're not sorry no no no noo
ENOUGH
Can't stand anymore.
What I did had more than enough.
Then, what I get?
It is really funny because I feel bad with this.
Who am I? A person who have not qualified.
It's satirize.
Just left AWAKEN.
I SMILE. =)
What I did had more than enough.
Then, what I get?
It is really funny because I feel bad with this.
Who am I? A person who have not qualified.
It's satirize.
Just left AWAKEN.
I SMILE. =)
Saturday, August 14, 2010
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Year 1 officially ended.
During exams preparation, few phrases I heard.
1. 危机就是转机
2. 怕是因为无知
Actually should be excited, feel weird because nothing is ought to do now.
Time is needed to regulate my life-style.
During exams preparation, few phrases I heard.
1. 危机就是转机
2. 怕是因为无知
Actually should be excited, feel weird because nothing is ought to do now.
Time is needed to regulate my life-style.
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